Addressing My Mental Health.. Selling My House and Getting Help

There has been so many major life changes for me this year and I'm ready to share them all with you.
It's time to address my mental health and be very transparent. I've had so many silent personal struggles, public feuds and ALOT of mental trauma. Caused by ME, my past actions and people from my past. I've had TOO MUCH loss and have been slowly healing.

It's time to also say goodbye to California for awhile.. I'm selling my giant house in LA, I've donated and sold all my clothes and I'm starting the next chapter of my life. Please listen with an open heart and mind. Thank you to everyone who has stood by me through all the success AND the ugly. I love you so much. If you are struggling with mental health issues or depression, NEVER feel ashamed to ask for help. I waited too long and I'm grateful every day for making the choice to heal.

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  1. cici tran

    cici tran

    Hour ago

    He said "I'm always taking care of someone and no one taking care of me..." Me...Me...Me...once again...LMAO 🤣🤣🤪🤪🤪☻☻☻👊👊👊🕯🕯🕯

  2. areyouthere god

    areyouthere god

    Hour ago

    Omg I love this thank u

  3. areyouthere god

    areyouthere god

    Hour ago

    Stay like this please don't go back to bullying other makeup ppl online

  4. Daniel Meyer

    Daniel Meyer

    2 hours ago

    Thank you jeffrey, it was like speaking to myself. I bearly had the words to describe my sadness. Hope you heal safe

  5. Morgan Biscaglio

    Morgan Biscaglio

    2 hours ago

    Congratulations for having the awareness and owning your stuff ❤️

  6. Roxanne Cecala

    Roxanne Cecala

    3 hours ago

    I am so happy ,you know it was "the ego" You are on a wonderful journey enjoy the ride! You can still be at the top of the mountain enjoying the view , while working on yourself too! xo

  7. Umm Saleh

    Umm Saleh

    3 hours ago

    @Jeffreestar I knew deep down your a beautiful person!

  8. Marie Celeste

    Marie Celeste

    5 hours ago

    You know what's positive, being inspirational. Hoping you can stay in that route Jeffee :)

  9. samantha chico

    samantha chico

    6 hours ago

    Great job Jefree in noticing the signs to take care of yourself

  10. Clare Perry

    Clare Perry

    7 hours ago

    Sending you lots and lots of love Jeffree 💖💓💗💕💋🌈

  11. Ketza AZ

    Ketza AZ

    7 hours ago

    love you Jeffree. God be with you in your new journey, well still be here for you,,, and you are not alone, God's always with you. Be still and know he is there, feel him, hear him, bask on his love for you.

  12. Sorcerer Vaati64

    Sorcerer Vaati64

    7 hours ago

    Jeffree, how about having your mom move in with you? I think its a great idea to live with a parent and take care of him when they get older. Maybe she needs a break too 💕

  13. Sara Motta

    Sara Motta

    7 hours ago

    I'm so proud of you mental health is so important! Your true fans just want to see you happy and healthy!! much love 💗

  14. Sorcerer Vaati64

    Sorcerer Vaati64

    7 hours ago

    Im gonna miss his California vibes and tone. But life needs this

  15. agung yewiyanan

    agung yewiyanan

    8 hours ago

    Keep that attitude.

  16. Hailey Armistead

    Hailey Armistead

    8 hours ago

    Im so so so happy for you!! This is a hard thing for anyone to do but the fact that you found a problem and your working so hard to fix it and let go of things you have learned are not important. This is absolutely Amazing im very proud of you even though you probably won't see this!!!! #YOUDOYOU #DOWHATMAKESYOURSOULHAPPY ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  17. btl rcn

    btl rcn

    9 hours ago

    I m so happy for you..

  18. cacti chaild

    cacti chaild

    9 hours ago

    A good way to make your image better might be to unfriend shane :) im glad ur taking care of urself, but u need to show us ur not a bad person anymore

  19. Anita Noll

    Anita Noll

    11 hours ago

    Doesn‘t matter how much money you have. Loss and heartbreak is real! I am sorry you have been going through a hard time. I wish you all the best and a bright future! ⭐️

  20. Shine Out Of Focus

    Shine Out Of Focus

    12 hours ago

    I love you. I'm so proud of your personal growth. This covid has really enlightened so many people to face their demons and grow. We can go forward into the aquarian age with love and unity of humanity. I'm so glad you're a part of it❤❤❤

  21. Justan Mohamad

    Justan Mohamad

    12 hours ago

    This is exact prove that it doesn't matter how much money u have in the world or your the most famous person on the planet , mental health is a serious thing And Depression can accure in any lifetime

  22. Anthony Shantie

    Anthony Shantie

    12 hours ago

    I can’t say it enough, you are one of the biggest reasons I have become the person I am today!!! I admire you sooo much. I will always and forever be thankful for you❤️❤️❤️❤️

  23. Shirley M Nguyen

    Shirley M Nguyen

    12 hours ago

    Please be strong and take care of your health. Whether it's mentally or physically. Please stay strong, be happy and spend more time with your loved ones, with the one who truly will be there for you. Hope you can feel better for yourself. Your family and fans will always love you. :)

  24. Miguel Escalona

    Miguel Escalona

    13 hours ago

    Es muy importante cuidar la cabeza antes de hacer locuras.... grande Jeffree

  25. divya negi

    divya negi

    14 hours ago

    You look great with some fat on 🔥

  26. nina ninic

    nina ninic

    15 hours ago

    You are the best, I love you... People can look at you... Be proud of yourself 🥰🥰🥰 best wishes

  27. Ammar Saeed

    Ammar Saeed

    16 hours ago

    Wait what, she's a he?!

  28. Kaci C.

    Kaci C.

    16 hours ago


  29. playboysolrac


    18 hours ago

    I just finished watching your video from 3 years ago. The one where you applied makeup from brands that hate you. The change in you is night and day. I can see the self love in this one. You look healthier, happier, and speaking from the heart. The other video was not a nice one; it was full of shade (no pun intended) and biting into the past drama of those brands. I love the person I am watching today. Please continue to be true to yourself and focusing on your mental and physical health. You’ve soared above so much darkness, time to basque in the light. I love you Jeffree 💕

  30. Kaylin Gregory

    Kaylin Gregory

    19 hours ago

    First off welcome too wyoming full time!! Secondly i have snao chatted you regarding some wyoming things! I qdore the person you are in the videos you post out here

  31. Magpie Stevens

    Magpie Stevens

    21 hour ago

    I miss the you doing reviews Love you

  32. Sina De Goede

    Sina De Goede

    22 hours ago

    I can feel your pain. With pain you make contact with your inner self. But i think it is good to take time for yourself. I give you a hug ❤ You are strong 🙏 and God bless you.

  33. oh hi again

    oh hi again

    Day ago

    I’m so proud of you. Finally taking care of yourself and doing a bit of what I call shadow work. Growth is a beautiful thing and I’m happy to see you doing better 💖

  34. LB Bug

    LB Bug

    Day ago


  35. Anne-Marie Metcalfe

    Anne-Marie Metcalfe

    Day ago

    Very proud of you. Takes a lot to really look deep inside yourself. It's a fucking bleak & lonely nightmare of a place to be.

  36. t Ann

    t Ann

    Day ago

    Jeffree I have never cried so hard at a video before. This hit home. A lot has changed for us all. And this is a beautiful side to you. My love and best wishes are with you and the kids. ❤️

  37. Mykela Bina

    Mykela Bina

    Day ago

    Side note* can someone please tell me where he got this outfit from if they know!

  38. Myrna Rasca

    Myrna Rasca

    Day ago

    You are so brave Jeff, you deserve to be happy. When you love someone, give them only 40% and the rest is yours, . I always tell myself ". "" I LOVE ME 10 TIMES ). NOT LOVE YOU. GOD bless

  39. Janelle


    Day ago

    while I don't know what it feels like to be Jeffree, I know personally money does not buy happiness. Happiness comes from peace. and removing yourself from enviroments and cutting off certain people is the only way to peace. it's okay to say no and walk away.

  40. Adrianna Lynch-De La O

    Adrianna Lynch-De La O

    Day ago

    Sometimes all the $$ in the world, the huge houses, cars, clothes, etc, can't and won't compensate for genuine happiness and inner peace 😔 it would be so fun and exhilarating to have all kinds of dough, travels, fun and most of us would take that in a heartbeat! However, at the end of the day u gotta ask urself Am I REALLY happy?? Sometimes it's better to be broke and happy than rich and miserable 🤔 I wish u nothing but genuine peace and happiness Jeffrey-stay strong and may clarity n peace be with u🙏🏽✨💙

  41. Jessica King-Staino

    Jessica King-Staino

    Day ago

    🦅True story time🦅 I'm awaiting a life changing series of surgical procedures due to a violent attack. Needless to say my physical & emotional health very from day to day. Thank God for my salvation and spiritual well-being. Having said that, yesterday was a darker day. I decided to binge watch Jeffree 💫 for the 1st time in days I laughed 🤣! Thanks for the quality content 🤟. Best wishes & prayers on your behalf 👑🦄🌈

  42. Ashley Taccone

    Ashley Taccone

    Day ago

    Man I feel the beginning part big time 😮‍💨😥 I'm so sorry

  43. Emjay Meleane

    Emjay Meleane

    Day ago

    Wow. This probably is the most genuine I’ve ever seen him

  44. Madalyn Weaver

    Madalyn Weaver

    Day ago

    thank you for sharing

  45. melos2836


    Day ago

    This is my first time actually commenting because now I see the real you.....i like this Jeffrey... Please continue to try to heal.. From Caribbean with love and support

  46. xQueen_Of_Xtreme


    Day ago

    You've matured so much lately. And I think you're finally being true to yourself. Keep going, you got this

  47. Olga Bondar

    Olga Bondar

    Day ago

    "I think I was afraid to heal" ooof, that really resonated with me. The biggest turning point in life can be when you start asking yourself, "why am I afraid to heal, what's really stopping me?". Thank you for sharing, Jeffree.

  48. Angel Rai

    Angel Rai

    Day ago

    I needed this You are amazing Jeffree star Thank you for always inspiring Thank you for making this video I wish nothing but happiness and peace for you Have fun I’m excited for you this new chapter of your life 💗

  49. Jamie Ramsey

    Jamie Ramsey

    Day ago

    Hey jeffree star i think you inspire me and you are a blessing and you have the right to shine

  50. tiktok


    Day ago

    U talk like a man

  51. TogaTheMuffin


    Day ago

    Im glad that jefree is tsking care of himself just know that we love u bebs abd we will be with u every step of the way

  52. Filip Janus

    Filip Janus

    Day ago

    He forgot what Real problems are in live. At the end its All business in his head. Im starting to get really bored of this guy. 🤏

  53. Michelle Bonin

    Michelle Bonin

    Day ago

    2022 is going to be better god bless u

  54. Michelle Bonin

    Michelle Bonin

    Day ago

    Prayers n blessings Jeffrey 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️😘😘😘😘😘

  55. Annmarie DeAngelis

    Annmarie DeAngelis

    Day ago

    Jeffree , you are so beautiful I could just look at you all day 💕 thank you for your sincere sharing. All the best to you on your amazing life journey.

  56. numaira ulfat

    numaira ulfat

    Day ago

    who is here after ::supercar blondie::.??

  57. Rizki Ananda

    Rizki Ananda

    Day ago

    u are the iconic with controversial eyebrow @ the first time i know u on youtube and upgrade ur self until succesful..always proud of u jeff n ur carrier too.GBU

  58. Baby Bat

    Baby Bat

    2 days ago

    Welp. If I were rich I’d buy the house lol. You’ve literally made it into the most amazing home ever.. I always wanted to do makeup but don’t get anything about starting a brand

  59. Kit Tel

    Kit Tel

    2 days ago

    Jeffree, you might be a businessman, a character, rich, drama, embody glamour, fame and fortune, but you also are a human being. And, as social, complex and intelligent creatures, we need to be taken care of and take care of ourselves, physically, mentally and socially. Me and all (or at least the vast majority) of the other viewers might only know you as the labels I just wrote and not the real, 100% authentic you which is fine, but I genuinely wish you the very best for your journey to reclaiming your real self, to happiness, to healing from all the complex trauma you seem to suffer from. Much love from overseas. 💕

  60. Amy Smith

    Amy Smith

    2 days ago

    U2 ... I think you will get back together!

  61. Amy Smith

    Amy Smith

    2 days ago

    After I lost my beautiful Persian cat for 18yrs. - I swore, I would never have a pet again.

  62. Amy Smith

    Amy Smith

    2 days ago

    Girl! keep mov'in..... personal journeys are NEEDED. Happy 4-U !!!

  63. Babyhrt safety

    Babyhrt safety

    2 days ago

    keep doing you , sending you love !!❤️❤️❤️‍🔥

  64. Debbie Tan

    Debbie Tan

    2 days ago

    I personally feel social media is a double edged sword. People gain fame but they get slashed so badly as well. It's like virtual wars, I see every single day, people get hurt mentally with piercing swords of words, and it's so hard to heal, when people mistook you, judged you, thought you are worthless. It's really bad and sad. I guess no one is perfect. We fight for our own rights at times when our boundaries got stepped into, but people would think you are just evil to retaliate. There are so much misunderstandings of one another and differences in opinions and perceptions. At the end of the day, I feel, human basic needs are still yearning for love and acceptance! I only recently followed Jeffree and I loved his cosmetics products so much, it's so creative and beautiful, but it's sad to see, he's so hurt by the public as well. I believe there's always two sides to a story. But I do learnt from Jeffrey's courage to share his inner fears and sufferings. I believe everyone has their pasts and pains too. Yes, is to forgive oneself, the mistakes we made before, even if others don't forgive us, to accept our limitations even others don't accept us at all. To learn to love and care of ourselves, even others can't love us. I wish you, all the best, Jeffree, and I seriously so excited as well, looking forward to your Pink Religion, cos I'm a Pink fan too. Your products are also a therapy for me, as I appreciate every single detail you put in your product. ❤️❤️❤️

  65. Bitch Lasagna

    Bitch Lasagna

    2 days ago

    I won't subscribe again because the person you have presented yourself as is not a person i want to support but i hope the best for you. As someone who hasn't had anything in my life and lost everything this year i know how bad it feels to feel empty. I lost my home to a fire, I lost my aunt and my grandmother, i lost my puppy that got me through my medical issues, i lost 2 years of my life with chemo and being in a hospital, and other horrid stuff i faced while having Covid (appendicitis and a tumor). Now I'm living in a hotel room with a few cents in my debit card. Shit sucks but i still have my family and my remaining pets. I still have my life. Hopefully me and you can change this year. Change for the better Jeffree.

  66. Laura Santiago

    Laura Santiago

    2 days ago

    Take care 🙂 ❤ 💕

  67. Tiffany Angle

    Tiffany Angle

    2 days ago

    Jeffrey I just wanted to walk out my job today knowing I have bills and kids and this is so helpful to know that I'm not alone feeling this way this really inspired me in so many ways thank u Jeffery we love u



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  70. Sophie


    2 days ago

    I feel the same way about my boyfriend. If things don't work out with him I don't think I'll ever have another serious relationship.

  71. Michelle Kuzenko

    Michelle Kuzenko

    2 days ago

    Codependency isn't talked about enough and it's something that can take years to unlearn.

  72. Michelle Kuzenko

    Michelle Kuzenko

    2 days ago

    Existing but not present. I hope that one day your mind will quiet and you'll find peace within you.

  73. Mathias Novakovic

    Mathias Novakovic

    2 days ago

    When people address themselves as traumatized or damaged as an excuse to bad behavior - It's a narcissist's go to response to escape accountability.

  74. liana tobias

    liana tobias

    2 days ago


  75. Sheila Skeet

    Sheila Skeet

    2 days ago

    Change is a good thing.

  76. yin


    2 days ago


  77. H andrade

    H andrade

    2 days ago

    Why are you moving out of that home

    • Monie Monster

      Monie Monster

      2 days ago

      He literally the video?



    2 days ago

    Jeffree you are so strong and I think its awesome that you decided to tell us this and be so brave but remember whatever you do we will be there for you and your right covid really put a dent in everyone I think and yeah selling your house is a big thing but if that's what you need then I think you should do that and if it makes you happy you should do it 🤗😃🥰

  79. nat nav

    nat nav

    2 days ago

    hi JS 4 trauma PTSD the best are cold water less than 4 degrees, Wim Hoff method..

  80. Rose


    2 days ago

    LA business mogul persona no longer working? Better move to Wyoming and buy a bunch of yak and pretend you’re a totally different person, right Jeff?

  81. shawty2thick59


    2 days ago

    Sorry had to leave another comment. The fear you had in speaking your truth is clearly transmuted. You should know that this video was confirmation on what so many people are feeling. I am hoping that people will see the deep message in everything you have said and learned something for you. Keep healing. I remember the first time I experienced true peace and silence was scary but now after that and I started moving the waters I am striking to keep that every day

  82. shawty2thick59


    2 days ago

    My first time watching your video and I started tearing up as soon as you spoke. I can hear it in your voice. I love you! The next character that is coming will be filled with peace silence and clarity and I am putting these words of tranquility out for you 🌹🌹♒️ I feel the same I feel the same that I lost the 1 true love but I am at peace and focusing on self. Everything you said was perfect and I’m sure many of us are going three this all the questions you are asking is what I’m asking also. Follow your heart listen to your intuition.

  83. Crimson CatNep

    Crimson CatNep

    2 days ago

    Honestly revisited the channel to unsubscribe after not really caring for how he was living his life, but I saw this video and honestly I have to say I’m super glad he has had a wake up call on life and seeing that the life he was living is not fulfilling. I’m also very glad to hear he is going to therapy and trying to learn and grow as a human. Praying he finds God and that his soul will be saved.

  84. EGH Video Production

    EGH Video Production

    2 days ago

    You go girl!!! Be you… live your best healthy life…

  85. Karen Ann Volpe

    Karen Ann Volpe

    2 days ago

    Jeffree I totally understand what you’re going through & any loss is still a loss, weather it be the loss of a person or a pet it is still a loss. I’ve always been a strong person a fighter, but it doesn’t mean that I can’t be broken. As we grow more wise in life we make choices That need to be made that will benefit us, & to lighten life’s load, to find our true self & what brings peace to our souls. God bless Jeffree, I wish you true peace🙏🏻❤️

  86. Danielle Dixon

    Danielle Dixon

    2 days ago

    By the way I was born and raised in Michigan

  87. Shreya Chavan

    Shreya Chavan

    2 days ago

    What about the dream closet??

  88. Helene Watene

    Helene Watene

    2 days ago

    So, you are human. This new skin you have looks good on you



    2 days ago

    He is girl or boy

    • Monie Monster

      Monie Monster

      2 days ago

      He is a boy.

  90. Irene Hernandez

    Irene Hernandez

    2 days ago


  91. Joseph vall

    Joseph vall

    2 days ago

    💖 Love you stay strong

  92. John Willey

    John Willey

    2 days ago

    Now, its time for Jesus.

  93. Loanie Taylor

    Loanie Taylor

    3 days ago

    @jeffreestar I'm so proud of you. I'm crying, I can't imagine what you've been through. Growth is so hard and commitment to growth is even harder. You look so healthy and have a glow (not just make-up) the sort of glow that only comes from happiness and health. Onwards and upwards. x

  94. Morgan Le Fay

    Morgan Le Fay

    3 days ago

    Great so maybe now you’ll stop buying dogs and start adopting instead. Trust me you’ll feel better too 🐶

  95. ziya mob. 555

    ziya mob. 555

    3 days ago

    Hi 😍

  96. Monica Juarez

    Monica Juarez

    3 days ago

    Its comforting to see this... Jeffree we are so similar and its incredible to watch this video from someone that has what I wished I had and is going through mentally through the same struggles...and its just an eye opener for me. That money isnt everything . mental health is first. Its something alot of us ignore..your video is inspirational!!!

  97. cauveri mishra

    cauveri mishra

    3 days ago

    It's so devastating how breakups impact you. He's hasn't still moved on. It's so deep.

  98. halia phillips

    halia phillips

    3 days ago

    I know I'm late - I had unfollowed Jeffree last year just because he was in so much drama and seemed like a really negative person to watch during my free time. I came across this video just now and I really respect Jeffree for speaking about this and I believe he is changing, and he is growing and I'm really hopeful for him

    • scoot


      Day ago

      @Hailey Groah you should watch dangelo wallaces video about jeffree. It explains the situations jeffree has been in in detail.

    • It’s a mom Thing

      It’s a mom Thing

      Day ago


    • Hailey Groah

      Hailey Groah

      2 days ago

      @Rose I seriously don’t know why so many ppl think he’s a monster he’s genuinely a good person

    • Rose


      2 days ago

      You fell for it.

    • Garden Notch

      Garden Notch

      2 days ago


  99. Evgeniy Volkov

    Evgeniy Volkov

    3 days ago

    I have a secret garlic shrimp broccoli recipe My dear you look like skin and bones